Jiang Su was stunned for a moment, then nodded heavily, “I saw on the internet that there is a simulated live birth device that allows a person to experience what it’s like to go through childbirth. Many women are bringing their boyfriends to experience it.

“When I give birth to a child in the future, it would be so painful. I want to let him experience it so that he can know first hand the pain I will endure for him.”

Saying this, she was also very confused, “But the people at the live birth experience center said that this device generally does not cause harm to people…”

An Rugu said, “You said yourself that that’s just the situation in general. Of course, there are also special circumstances. The device uses electric current to stimulate muscles to simulate pain. The more severe the electrical stimulation, the stronger the pain.

“What I saw in your fate was that you didn’t think it could be considered as truly experiencing childbirth if he didn’t experience the highest level of pain, so you made your boyfriend endure the highest level of pain for a long time even when he cried out in pain.

“Your boyfriend often stays up late and has an irregular heartbeat. At that time, due to excessive fatigue and pain, his blood pressure increased dramatically, his heart was severely taxed, and he suffered a massive heart attack on the spot.

“Although he was lucky enough that he didn’t die, he was left with many permanent sequelae. Your engagement was ruined, and his family called the police and then took you to court. “

Jiang Su’s face turned pale; she bit her lips in horror, leaving many pronounced teeth marks. She was very frightened.

She didn’t doubt An Rugu’s words because this was indeed what she wanted to happen. Without experiencing the highest level of pain, how could her boyfriend empathize with her about giving birth to a child?

She immediately bowed to An Rugu, “Thank you, master, I understand, it turns out he is so frail.”

An Rugu hummed, “You’re welcome. Your intentions are good, and you don’t mean to harm anyone. You’re just too unlucky.”

Seeing that she understood her, Jiang Su felt much more comfortable. She couldn’t help but pour out her worries, “…Shouldn’t I let him experience pain then? I heard that giving birth is really painful, and even the device cannot simulate all of it.”

“So you wish to make him give you credit and appreciate you more?”

Jiang Su suddenly felt that such words sounded too manipulative and made her a little uncomfortable…

But she had no way to refute, because she really wanted her boyfriend to love and understand her more after experiencing the pain of childbirth himself.

“I just feel… I’m at such a disadvantage, and he needs to experience the same pain to empathize with me.”

An Rugu thought about the future she had seen. “People’s joys and sorrows are not the same. It is impossible for another person to feel the exact same way as you.

“Someone who loves you will be grateful for your efforts. Someone who doesn’t love you won’t thank you even if you electrocute them. Instead, they will hate you.

“A reporter once surveyed many men who experienced simulated childbirth, and only a small number said they were grateful to their wives, showing that they were kind-hearted and full of empathy.

“Most of the remaining men did not say ‘thank you’ to their wives, but they were actually glad that they were born men, and would prefer to be born as men in their next lives.

“To give an extreme example, an overworked employee would want his boss to experience the suffering of working 996. But after a day of experiencing life as a boss, that same employee will feel that it’s really comfortable to be a boss, and they will also squeeze employees when it’s time to squeeze them.”

An Rugu never liked to dictate other people’s lives, and she always maintained a sense of boundaries between herself and the people she was destined meet, and she seldom spoke unless asked.

But since the predestined guest took the initiative to ask, she said those things.

Jiang Su froze on the spot. “…What you said makes sense. People’s joys and sorrows are indeed not the same.”

Her boyfriend often complained that being a coder was too tiring, and she felt a little sorry for him, but she still couldn’t truly feel it.

After thinking about it, she said, “But since I will give birth for him, then it would be good for him to experience the birthing pain simulator. Even if it is not the same as what I would feel, I would still feel better.”

An Rugu then said, “Your sadistic thoughts are actually…a bit perverted.

“Now that you are about to get married, you have become so panicked. You are afraid that you will not receive enough love after you get pregnant, which is akin to having a bit of premarital phobia. “

Jiang Su was startled for a moment. “It would seem so…”

She was indeed a little afraid that her boyfriend would be completely different before and after marriage. It turned out that this was premarital phobia.

“The best way to eliminate fear is to face it head-on. You can solve your fear by first caring for yourself.”

Jiang Su thought carefully for a moment and shook her head, “What’s the use of this? My boyfriend and I love each other very much, and I am willing to have children for him. I am not giving birth to children for others, but for the person I love.”

An Rugu sighed softly, feeling that Jiang Su was very contradictory, always talking about others, as if her own wishes were insignificant.

“Would a man who truly loves you let you, who is very concerned about pain, go through hell?

“Besides, love is about trust. If you think you love each other, why do you need a birthing pain device to prove it? “

After all, there was no trust in this kind of love. It was a bit of an insult to true love.

Jiang Su’s face froze, it turned out that she didn’t trust her boyfriend that much.

I Livestream Divination to the World translated by Maela @ whitemoonlighttranslations.com

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